Do I have anything to say that's worth hearing? What specifically can I transmit that someone would want to hear?
Smells like depression.
I'm at the point where I drive myself to avoid the emptiness of hanging out with myself – just like everyone I know who is running hard from depression.
I remember savoring moments, stealing them, rejoicing in the magic of being alive and being uniquely myself.
How do I find myself back there from here?